Here I am; a walking arsenal of criticism. A brash young man at times. I often forget about.. no that's not right. I often ignore the world around me; the feelings of others mainly. Mostly I don't want anything to do with anyone. I just want to cruise on by comfortably without any invocation.
This weekend I had sort of a revelation. I did what I never do. Going to a bar, to me, is like giving up. It took a lot for me to give in and suck it up. A tremendous amount of courage. And you know.. It wasn't that bad. Luckily that night, a show had been booked. A bunch of old mates came down to Hudson town, from Albany, to play their symphonic free-form expression. Good times.
Despite having a migrane all day long
, after having a few drinks, the night was golden and harmonious. Never have I experienced such a great night out on the town.
I hoped to feel this way in the morning. It feels healthy. A little scattered as usual, but definitely healthy. Maybe I'll sustain these feelings. I can only hope.The Dandy Warhols
are releasing a new album a stray from Capital Records. A d-i-y endeavor to be released on their very own label!